Dedicated to my "arsey!"

Dear Arsey' shanice,

Thanks for that specifically post you posted on your blog! ^^
YOU, yourself know that i DISLIKE YOU HURTING YOURSELF and yet what you did?! You always slash yourself on your hands. How many times do you want me to say?HUHHUHUHUH?!?! It's like you're not been heading my advice. I know i nagged a lot, but how many times you want me to say? You not tired hearing all those nags?! I know bro make you angry but hey don't waste your frowns and wrinkles to him okay. And don't care about what "she" said. She just suddenly "popped" into the picture of you and bro. Don't hold grudges okay? Why hold grudges when you can live everyday happily? Just think positive i believe one day you'll be like me, nagging at someone who you don't wanna get hurt at. I'm also thankful that you've been into my life. ^^ Everyone come and goes, why not cherish the one in front of you before they're gone?

With truckloads of love,
Doreen

how it goes

I guess this blog will be dead for superbly duper ultra long, as this year i'm facing more challengers and because of that i need to study hard. I've stopped watching anime, but sometimes i couldn't control and i tend to watch for a little while. Sigh, N level is coming soon and yet i have so much to catch up. Dear Studies, I'm trying to catch you would you walk at a slower pace? Alright, back to studies goodbye readers and blogger.com.

Back to school!

It's finally the day where i get back to school! OHYEAH! URGHHH! Four days of orientation is killing me although today it's the first day ._____. I'm just excited for campfire, nothing else. Hoping after this four days i would be back to class and study! :D

a day at sentosa

Hey readers, It has been a long time ever since i last posted! Went to sentosa today, had lots of fun through out the whole day! We met around like 12pm and i was late, and i didn't expect so many people there. And yes, i was stupidly holding the packet of plastic bag which contain shovels etc. Then wait wait wait and finally board train, reach vivo and shop we go!

We had our lunch at kopitiam. Had beef for pepper lunch, although it's the cheapest around 6 bucks but it still taste awesome. \m/ Went to pet shop and saw lots of cute puppies and ham hams! Then head off to soft toys shop, which is just directly opposite the pet shop! What a huge domo outside the shop! ^^ I feel like owning the whole shop, ohmygawd! *___* but unfortunately there isn't any pooh bears around =_____=

Reached Vivo and oh well, bad day for us i guess. Firstly, hui juan and i couldn't find a toilet even though we walk miles away. Secondly, it started drizzling and then it does heavier. Lastly, all of us is almost drenched from head to toe. After 10 to 20 minutes the rain finally stopped and we played with sands and swim in the sea. We were all laughing madly when ben stepped onto the algae! He's reaction, we can laugh like mad cows yo! Ohya! We almost drown, because of the drop downs, i couldn't pull them up as they were too heavy and we were all like struggling. And the stupid life guard goes "beep beep!" We keep playing with the drop downs because it was oh so fun!

After that watched sunset while swimming in the sea ~ Get the sands off from us and head off to mac to had our dinner! Talk lots of craps, cry our lungs out, and laugh till our smile goes cramp! And finally home ^^v

I feel this way

It's this feeling yeah.

Hi readers, I'm gonna update a short post because it's already 11.30pm and i got to work tomorrow! GEEEZZZ, i just wish i could get more sleep aye!

Somethings i wanna say and yeap, i'm currently feeling quite sad and disappointed because i didn't expect her to do such thing to us, and she wants to go back already. I'm okay with it, but i still feel sad and uncomfortable. When she's gone meaning not in the house, i have no one to tease calling her "FAT AND SHORT."

Alrights, i'm not continuing anymore, i wanna get myself washed up and go to bed. GOODNIGHT GUYS!

All about working

Hey readers! It has been a week ever since i worked! All i can say that, sometimes you work and when you're someone new there, you most probably will get bullied or ordered around by managers or seniors.

One of the manager there, name sebastian told be a lot of things like, if you work and you don't have fun you would feel that working is rather boring than fun and he also taught me a lot of ordering what should be done and what should be not done.

I've also make many new friends like rahman, ah sheng, hong yen, lee na, arton! WEEEEEZZZ ~ Working is fun if you're good with the people there. But it's also tiring when i work full day. 9 hours of standing who not tired? Ohya! And i love it during the break! The restaurant light's is all off and everyone used the couch or chairs to sleep! HAHAHAHA!

My friends keep calling me something that sound like "pillow file" or whatever. As i keep telling them the babies that came into the restaurant is so effing cute and chubby regardless of their age and the baby settings is soooooo cuteeee!

The motivation everyone needs.

I'm writing this post to someone who i care who has negative thoughts, I hope she will stay positive and happy as always.

If you're feeling lost, without direction, tired, worthless, hopeless, and just simply can't find any motivation, chances are, you hate your life, or some things in your life. You're scared, you fear the problems of tomorrow, yet you don't do anything about it. If you feel this way, there's something you should know, Every person is brought into this little world with a purpose, the more caught up you get with your pathetic little distractions in life, the more you stray from your purpose. You probably wonder "okay smartass, what;s my purpose?" Well, i don't know, But i don't need to, to know you have one. What do you want your purpose to be? You want to cure cancer? Then cure it. You want to be a photographer, then do it. You can, i believe in you. Aim high, whatever it is, if you truly commit to it with every fiber of your being, you can change the world. Forget the drugs, and partying and shit, you can do something amazing.

Remember, don't shut yourself, tell me your problems, share it with me. I'm listening to you, and yes i'm here forever and always.

YOU. ni jyu go.

My heart fights with my mind, everyday, every minute, all the time. I know what's the right thing to do. I can't help what my heart feels. My feelings for you were so real, i didn't know one person could change my whole life. The person is gone for 11 months, my heart feels like its being stabbed with a knife. I wish i could stop with this misery. I do wanna see you happy even though you're not with me. It may sound like bullshit, but it's not, because i am going through all this shit. Why do I still see you in my dreams? You can't forget me neither. I really miss you, and yes a lot.

east coast park!

It has been such a long time ever since i went out to cycle and sit by the sea side and feel the cooling breeze! Cycling for only less than an hour and we went to chat and run around. Paid for only one hour for 6 bucks and there's a promotion saying that for week days you paid for 1 HOUR GET 2 HOUR FREEEE! LOL

Talk a lot with elmo and she also tell me a lot of things. Let the picture do the talking!

The first haven't get ready shot!

Yating, shuling and me! SHOT #1!

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