YOU. ni jyu go.

My heart fights with my mind, everyday, every minute, all the time. I know what's the right thing to do. I can't help what my heart feels. My feelings for you were so real, i didn't know one person could change my whole life. The person is gone for 11 months, my heart feels like its being stabbed with a knife. I wish i could stop with this misery. I do wanna see you happy even though you're not with me. It may sound like bullshit, but it's not, because i am going through all this shit. Why do I still see you in my dreams? You can't forget me neither. I really miss you, and yes a lot.